Monday, May 24, 2010

The End of my Misery!!

Ok.... I have been taking long pauses between posts. I know, I know... But I have a good excuse. I have been getting a divorce. Finally after 1.5 long miserable years, this Friday, I will be divorced. No longer Mrs. Satan....

To no surprise....this has 2 opposite effects on me.

* On one hand I am relieved, happy for an end to the madness, the misery, the confusion.. The loyalty that I had towards this man will be gone, and I can finally move on....

* On the other hand, my guts are wrenching and I can't help but think about all the good times I had with said  *asshole* and how much I loved him, probably more than any woman should ever love a man that is only "human."  I wonder if my kids will ever be ok coming from a broken home....

All the dreams I had about getting a big fistful of cash are out the window...BOO....

Satan has blown so much money, and has so much debt that he is drowning in a river of loans, and none of which can result with me getting a cut on the loot....insert sobs here.....

We have however obtained 2 incidents in which the devil was involved in accidents, and he has charges filed against him for Felony Wanton Endangerment. The first episode (3/3/10), he hit a parked car, fled the scene, then was followed to a bank where he parked his vehicle, hopped out and was only charged with a "P.I." (public intoxication).... He admitted to police that he had consumed 2 beers and 2 OXYCONTIN pills that he had obtained in Florida by prescription (you know this is illegal right? since he is a resident of KY)...
-The second incident (4/10/10) he ran off the road and drove home with a flat tire....because of the marks he left on the road from his rim scraping the pavement, it was proved that he drove 3+ miles to his home, get this, ON THE WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD!!

Now if that doesn't say "danger to society" I don't know what does!!

My lawyer is now seeking "Sole Custody" and supervised visits until he passes a series of drug tests, and/or completes a rehab program (YAY FOR MY KIDS). If this goes down as expected, I will be all the happier knowing my babies are finally safe in the arms of their mommie (me, LOL). Why did it take him getting arrested for them to finally believe what I had said all along.....shakes head back and forth in disgust.....

On another note: my lawyer has asked for his continued child support, continued maintenance, and for him to pay at least half of their daycare expenses until I graduate from college, which will be 3 years from now. Won't that KILL his old ass? Having to pay me "alimony" for 3 more years......
Well we know what they say about paybacks now don't we? But I am still bummed since I am not getting a big sweaty wad of cash (I needed it big-time).

So I have mixed reviews about the divorce....there are good things and bad things!! But if my kids are taken care of, what more can I ask for?

And speaking of college..... I got all A's...... I am very proud of myself! And I will look even better in court with my high GPA!

Please wish me luck....Pray that I get all we are seeking and that my children will be provided for.....

Thanks in advance for the support!

4 comments:

  1. You and your kids are in my prayers... Everything is gonna work out right....

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  2. You are so wise in putting your kids first! Praying you get what you need!!

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  3. Congrats on your grades! That's wonderful!

    Finally, some of the right people are seeing Satan for who he really is.

    I missed you, glad you're back.

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  4. I know you have mixed feelings, but it really is for the best! That will be 100% clear someday! You do have a right to grieve until then though.

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Give it to me straight from the heart.....